Things are still going well with Zoloft and I. I do feel that I am better able to deal with things around me and that I don’t take things as personally anymore. I feel that I have more patience with things in my life and that I am having an easier time setting realistic goals and sticking with them and not worrying if so much if I don’t meet them. The world will not come to an end it I eat a few hundred more calories than my goal. Everything will be ok even if my co-workers have bad attitudes and sometimes like to take it out on me. I don’t have to take it. I can say something in a nice way and clear the air but I also don’t have to take what they said personally. That is what I would have done before and I would have felt insecure and bad about myself. I can finally feel that start to lift away from me. Things have also begun to become more enjoyable for me. Playing and just hanging out with my daughter is more fun because I am not worried about steps I should be taking to get to some unrealistic goal for my life right now, Going to the gym is more fun because I am there to get fitter and not just to obtain some number on the scale or some pant size. I also feel like I have more energy and that I am not as drained. Hopefully these great things keep going and I keep feeling like I do. Next week I am on vacation with my family and that is, believe it or not, when I will really need patience and help. I love them so much but after a week with my 2.5 year old, all over the place husband and worry wart mother sometimes I feel like I need another vacation of my own!